Some were written in my mother’s handwriting.
Others were from Thomas.
Several had postal stamps showing they had been returned to sender.
One had been opened and taped shut.
My hands began to shake.
“She’s alive?”
Thomas looked straight at me.
“Yes.”
That single word cracked something open inside me.
Rachel Mercer had not abandoned me.
After a brutal divorce and treatment for depression, she had agreed Dad would have primary custody while she stabilized her life. But the agreement still gave her scheduled contact.
According to Thomas, Dad gradually stopped answering calls, changed addresses twice, and told Rachel I wanted nothing to do with her.
When I turned ten, Rachel tried reopening the custody case.
Dad responded by claiming she was unstable and that contact would harm me.
The fight dragged on.
Eventually, Rachel moved to Denver for work and continued trying through attorneys.
Dad never told me.
The letter Vanessa found under my mattress had reached me only because Rachel sent it to my school.
At 11:37 p.m., Dad stormed back into the emergency department.
Vanessa came with him.
The moment Dad saw Thomas, he stopped.
For the first time in my life, my father looked afraid.
“You,” he said.
Thomas stood beside my bed.
“Daniel.”