Sometimes he talked.
Sometimes he ate.
Sometimes he simply sat there.
One day he spent the entire lunch period giving me a detailed explanation of why the Yankees’ bullpen was a disaster.
I didn’t care about baseball.
I couldn’t have named three players.
But listening to him talk about something so normal made my life feel normal for thirty minutes.
I never told him that.
Maybe I should have.
When I failed my driver’s test at sixteen, Ethan showed up at my house carrying a paper bag.
Inside were two giant chocolate chip cookies.
“One is because you tried,” he said.
I smiled.
“And the other?”
“Because you almost hit the cone.”
“I did not almost hit it.”
“The instructor grabbed the dashboard.”
“That proves nothing.”
“It proves fear.”
I threw a cushion at him.
Another time, I decided I was quitting the school art program after another student made fun of one of my paintings.
The next morning, I walked into homeroom and discovered my ugliest first-grade dinosaur drawing taped to Ethan’s locker.
It was supposed to be a T. rex.
It looked like an angry chicken wearing boots.