Twelve years passed.
Some childhood friendships disappear quietly.
People change schools.
Find new groups.
Develop different interests.
Stop calling.
Ours never did.
Not because we were attached at the hip.
We weren’t.
Ethan loved baseball.
I loved painting.
He could spend forty minutes explaining batting averages.
I could spend forty minutes explaining why a canvas that looked completely white was actually “an exploration of negative space.”
Neither of us respected the other’s hobbies.
“You paid money to see this?” Ethan whispered during one museum visit.
“Yes.”
“It’s a white square.”
“It’s conceptual.”
“It’s a white square.”
“You have no culture.”
“You watched three hours of people throwing paint at a wall.”
“That was performance art.”
“That was a mess.”
I shoved him.
He grinned.
That was us.
Then, when we were twelve, my parents’ marriage ended.