“Where are my daughters?”
“They’re receiving medical care.”
“I have a right to see them.”
“You’ll receive the appropriate information through the doctors and our attorneys.”
Mark exhaled sharply, clearly frustrated by how calm I sounded.
“Emily, stop talking to me like I’m a stranger.”
I looked down at Grace sleeping against me. For months, I had begged my husband to be more present, but now that I had finally stopped begging, he suddenly seemed offended by the distance between us.
“You turned yourself into one.”
“That’s not fair.”
I almost laughed at the word fair. Nothing about signing an emergency surgical consent alone while my husband celebrated with another woman had been fair.
“You left me in a hospital carrying three premature babies.”
“I thought I had more time.”
“You turned off your phone.”
Silence followed.
Then Mark tried the explanation he had apparently been preparing since returning to the hospital.
“My battery was dying.”
“I have the photograph.”
Another silence settled between us, this one much longer.
“What photograph?”
“The country club. The cake. Madison. Both of you holding the knife together.”
Mark didn’t answer.
“I know what you were celebrating.”
“Emily, it isn’t what you think.”
For months, that sentence might have worked because I had wanted to believe him. Now it sounded almost insulting.
“Then tell me what I’m supposed to think.”
“It was just lunch.”