I just never told him.
For years, I had quietly assumed that one day something might happen between us.
Nothing dramatic.
Nothing spoken.
Just the foolish certainty young people sometimes carry when they believe life will follow the story they have written in their heads.
Daniel and I knew everything about each other.
We could finish each other’s jokes.
We talked for hours.
He was the first person I called after bad dates.
I was the person he called when his mother died.
Some part of me believed we were simply waiting for the right moment.
Then, when I was twenty-four, Daniel destroyed that fantasy with six words.
“Is Grace home? I need her.”
He was standing on my parents’ porch wearing a navy button-down shirt.
In his hand was a ring box.
My heart nearly stopped when I saw it.
For one absurd second, I thought the ring was for me.
Then he asked for my sister.
Grace was in the backyard planting basil.
I watched through the kitchen window as Daniel walked toward her.
He spoke for maybe thirty seconds.
Then he got down on one knee.
Grace covered her mouth.
I felt something inside me break.
She said yes.
Of course she said yes.
Grace had adored Daniel since childhood.