Part Five: The Plaque
One year after the night in the rain, I stood in the newly renovated lobby of the Calloway Foundation’s legal-aid center for survivors of domestic violence. My father had financed it, but insisted my own name appear on the plaque.
THE JOSEPHINE CALLOWAY BRAMWELL LEGAL ADVOCACY CENTER.
The Josephine Calloway Bramwell Legal Advocacy Center.
At first I considered asking them to drop Bramwell entirely. Then I chose to leave it — not as Holt’s name attached to mine, but as evidence of exactly what I’d survived and walked out the other side of.
My father stood beside me during the opening ceremony, older than he’d looked that night in the rain, but somehow still steadier than anyone else I knew. After the applause faded, he leaned toward me.
“Do you regret asking me to show no mercy?”
I looked around the room — women waiting to speak with attorneys, advocates, case managers. Some carried bruises. Some held children’s hands. Others looked exactly the way I had that night. Cold. Stunned. Ashamed of something another person had chosen to do to them.
“No,” I said. “But I understand it differently now.”
He waited.
“I didn’t need you to destroy him because I hated him,” I said. “I needed the truth to become stronger than his lies.”
I needed the truth to become stronger than his lies.