She picked out a bright red dress almost immediately, the kind of color that made her whole face light up in a way I hadn’t seen in weeks.
“This one,” she said, twirling it slightly in front of the mirror. “This is definitely the one.”
On the drive back to the hospital that afternoon, she asked us to pull over near a small garden bordering the parking lot, picked a single yellow daisy from the edge of the flower bed, and pressed it carefully into the pages of the paperback she’d been carrying around for weeks.
“For later,” was all she said, when Callum asked what it was for.
Three days before she died, Iris called Callum into her hospital room alone and asked me to wait outside.
I didn’t know, until much later, exactly what passed between them in those few minutes. What I did know was that Callum came out of that room pale, quiet, and holding something small and careful against his chest.
She’d given him the pressed daisy, tucked inside a folded letter, along with one specific request: if she couldn’t make it to graduation herself, she wanted him to wear the red dress in her place, so that on the day itself, it would feel like both of her mother’s children had actually made it into that auditorium.
She told him she didn’t want the dress hanging in a closet for the rest of our lives, turning into the kind of object people got quietly afraid to look at, a reminder nobody wanted to reach for.
Callum promised her he would, right there in that hospital room, three days before we lost her.
He never once wavered on that promise, even once he understood exactly what it was going to cost him socially.
I tried to talk him out of it anyway, the week before the ceremony, sitting across from him at our kitchen table late one night when neither of us could sleep.
“They’re going to be cruel about this, Callum,” I said. “You know how kids can be. You know how this whole town can be.”