Ethan hadn’t.
Mom continued.
“He said, ‘Maddie is still here, but sometimes she looks like she isn’t.’”
I swallowed hard.
“What did you say?”
“I told him you were hurting.”
Mom’s fingers twisted together.
“He asked how to make you better.”
I laughed softly through the sudden pressure in my throat.
“That sounds like him too.”
“I told him he couldn’t fix it.”
Mom looked directly at me.
“And Ethan said, ‘Okay. I don’t know how to fix sad people anyway. But I can sit with her.’”
I couldn’t speak.
Of course.
Lunch.
Baseball statistics.
Silence.
The stupid jokes.
He had been twelve years old.
Just a kid.
Mom wiped at her eyes.
“Then I did something that has bothered me ever since.”
“What?”
“I asked him to make me a promise.”
My pulse quickened.
“What promise?”